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If I Make It To The Morning
A Chinese teenager dreams of living with her cool aunt in New York, until tensions boil over during a crab dinner.
Overview
Accompanied by her overbearing mother, Chinese teenager Ziyi spends the final night of her cross-State college tour at her cool aunt’s apartment in New York. But as Ziyi starts to think this could be the perfect place to live and study, an unexpected revelation suddenly brings tension to the group.
Part of the #FiveFilmsForFreedom 2025 programme, presented in partnership with British Council.
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