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I Am Not He... She


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I Am Not He... She 2015

115 mins India Director. B.S. Lingadevaru

Madesha is a fearless young boy from rural Karnataka who cherishes his female persona and gorgeous saris. After his father throws him out, Madesha sets out on a journey that will change his life forever as he decides to become a woman. In big-city Bangalore he seeks the support of the Hijra community (eunuchs and transgender people) and begins his transformation into a new life. Lingadevaru’s unforgettable drama is based on an empowering true story.

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Directed by

B.S. Lingadevaru



Kunal Punekar

Sanchari Vijay




BFI Flare presents India on Film Bagri Foundation London Indian Film Festival





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